crazy

I can't believe that my "little sister" is turning sixteen this week! its so crazy. i don't want her to be the way i was at her age. i just can't believe it. its so weird. anyways. we had a fun birthday party for her. we went to art unlimited and painted some pottery, which i can't wait to get back from firing. then we went and saw bride wards, which was cute but sappy and predictable. then we ate dinner at cancun and watched some movies at home. it was a good night. i hope that my sister and i grow closer as we get older. i really would like to be more of a friend than a sister.

hanways. youth group this week was really moving. i had a realization that i can't make it through this life on my own. it just can't be done and that's why i need to make some changes in my life so that i can turn some things around. and keep things looking up. we'll see how i do. and i'll try to update soon.

allison :]